Waste to wow.. why got ppl mix material de... is it allowed ??
Heh.. waste to wow exhibition, ours is that colourful handbag made from straws
Wow.. a house wor... wa sei art sia!
wa lau, why so pai seh sia, go watch Harry potter le la~Back to blogz.. Wa.. slack sia so long nv blog le.
Monday~
As usual, its definitely monday blue, because its always java on monday... sipei fuk tub la the faci Zzz... Always give attitude, going to explode already. Somemore java that day so hard... knn den kena shoot until body alot holes by her la.
After school we planned to continue on our Waste to Wow Project. Need to go helpout at storage to unload stuff & carry over to training ground before joining my team back. But something happened & i am very pissed off. Standing like an idiot there with hong & his gf wan qin for ppl to come storage to help carry equipment but in the end no one fucking appeared. Some informed me there is UTs & stuff going on so i dun mind, coz i thought there should still be enough peeps, in the end NO.. oh well.. bad days.
Joined them back for project... very fun, i simply luv my classmate & friends, they help keep my mind away from those stupid shit. We completed our bag,very satisfied haha. Went to cwp eat & went home then.
Tuesday ~
Woo hoo.. okay la database, very boring as usual but today we are doing on ERD crap again... Stress sia, whole team going Koo Koo liao still blur abt the ERD, Normalisation, Physical table crap. Oh well need to study on it soon!
Then break 2, went to submit our work piece, hehe very satisfied coz it seems that our one is 1 of the best there wahaha. Then the ppl incharge there comment if we BOUGHT THE ITEM. knn ccb la, even if u are joking dun use those kind of comment, what for we spend so much time when we can buy them arh !? If we really buy them wtf we join this competition for... stupid sei Zzz.
After school, its movie time. Around 14 classmate went for da movie.. shiokz. We booked tickets at cathay, Cathay the cineplex haha. Left class around 5pm cause waiting for Fish & wes's friend. Shirr 's friend ( Frog ) also came today, haha Funny la she. Now we got both lizard and frog.. oh gosh, i guarentee our class are pest free. The movie is freaking ... talkative. Too much toking, no action one.. aih, nvm la at least i heard the last 2 movie is going to be action packed. Went home on MRT after that ~
Wednesday ~
Nothing much, Its pon ten time coz too tired from yesterday's outing. Sleep till 10am, wake up to chat with yiyinz, fish, zhang they all. Then went back school at 1pm for archery, who knows it rain so heavily and the training was cancelled Zzz... Waited for yiyin to join us in the evening after her stuff and we play abit of battleship, kena trashed by min min & yiyinz, sob!!
Then after ray finish his magic, we went cwp to eat KFC & went home ba.. Slack day loooo!
Thursday ~
Woo hoo.. today is IT security, unbelievable right, coz today's lesson sipei slack. First time got such an easy topic to do on. Wa wa i think today we really slack gao gao lar, can sleep in class somemore. After class is UT.. fuck I CFM BUANG LIAO. The stupid paper is so hard, the freaking routing, dns and webserver crap i totally dunno.. wuu wuu~ T.T. Went to eat after recreational training and sleep on MRT till i reach cck ba. Saw min min & yuhong sleep until so soundly also dun dare go say bye bye le, so i left for my LRT =).
*WARNING* Following post is emo-ing, its NOT directed at anyone, but directed to myself... :
Recently dunno what happen, i feel that its harder for me to smile le. I also don't know the actual reason that causes me to act this way, i feel that my attitude might causes some disturbance to my fellow good friend which i really hate it but i couldn't help it. Things in class sometime just pisses me off & i still had to do my best to smile.. aih wtf, i become more & more fake as a person le ...
Sometime i just hope to have someone i could talk to... be it in school, after sch training or at home, not requiring anyone to hear any lame,emo stories but just casual chat & talking might just cheer me up... aihz...
Also dunno am i become petty, sometime i can understand that the comment given by friends are purely joking and they do not meant it, but somehow i take those words in, and it does prick a bit to my feelings... have to get used to it ba ... But nothing to block either, i mean its the fact that i am big size, not handsome & stuff... i know all those but it sometime just heard to be "suaned" that way u noe.. It just suck hearing stuff like that but .. they are all unintentionally so i don't blame anyone, really.
Its just me & my god dam characteristic. How i wish i could be someone who can be carefree & forget every single unhappy things. Able to block off things i don't like & just carry on with my life as per normal... it really seems so easy for other's to do it but it is always so hard for me... seriously fucked up with myself.
Sometime i wonder, if only it is easy to die, would i choose to end it or continue living....
End Of Post, Bid Farewell~